I dream to make my dream come true - With joyous abandon I throw myself into the scary, scary waters of being myself. - Will I sink - or swim?

I stopped drinking; I sold my car - to make myself safe

Thrice I swore to stop dreaming to be a woman
I promise to never promise
To stop dreaming and dressing to be woman.

I start by dressing up at home and taking photos.

I take photos to remind me of my adventures when I go out; to remind me that no matter how male I might look; I have the photos to prove I'm a woman.

Dare speak its name
which name?
transvestite? no - well - maybe yes
transsexual? no - well - maybe yes
gay? no - well - maybe yes

I work

I'm a best man

I need to be a woman. But I can't. Why do I want to be a woman?